Friday, February 18, 2005

im gonna be alright

me and thess have this collection of mp3s here at the office that we'd play over and over again. and now just after listening to i'm gonna be alright by Jlo, the lyrics just suddenly struck a chord. it was as if she was telling my story.

I'm Gonna Be Alright

It's funny cause for a while
I walked around with a smile but
Deep inside I could hear voices telling me this ain't right
Don't you know it's not for you
I always knew what I had to do
But it's hard to get away
Because I love you I just tried to stay

I used to say I couldn't do it, but I did it
After telling everybody that I wasn't with it
Though it brings tears to my eyes, I can feel it
And I know inside I'm gonna be alright

Friends of mine say to me
They say you got control over me
You're not alone, I played a part
I saw the way you were from the start
Could I expect so much from you
You had a girl when I first met you
Did the best that you could do
Now I realize I can't change you

Said I wouldn't walk away
Somedays I want to stay
But leaving you is what I need to do to be okay
Never thought it would be true
Me livin' without you
But now it's time for me to make a move

4 comments:

leahtong said...

"Goodbye, I never wanna see you again. Goodbye,
I don’t want to be your friend and there’s no
need for me to stay and lose myself to you. And
be abused by you. I don’t need the pain from your mind games. When you try them again, I won’t be there for them to work anymore."

"I made the choice to finally go because I can’t
stand this pain. It’s time for my last tear to
fall and me to smile again."

-ate, let go na...its about time. u dnt have to hurt and be hurt by him.u owe it to urself, at least. di ba? smile ka na jan. ur gonna be more than alryt, ur gona be great without him. okei? see u mondaY!

poison ivy said...

eto pa sabi ni kelly:
since you've been gone, i can breathe for the first time. im now moving on, yeah yeah! thanks to you...

shannenita said...

ako, "breakdown" by mariah lss ko so hindi sya bagay.

eto na lang:
parang..parang...may anghel sa aking labi na nakalutang sa ulap at nangingiliti. kung ang aalt at asim ng buhay ay tulad ng hain ni inay, suspetsa ko buong mundo'y magiging mapayapa at masaya.

hahahaha...

memorie of me said...

hey girl,
landed on your page randomly, just giving you a random comment. really nice page you have here, and i really love that song you got there by jlo. keep it up. check out my page, its got poems and lyrics. have a good day.
-Cinns