Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Clean slate

And so who's left on the list?

I'll get back to you on that. Seems like I've made wrong decisions once again. Me and my reckless heart.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I am too effin' afraid

That's my favorite word of the moment. Effin'.

I am too vulnerable. I am to chicken. I am scared.

I feel it's too good to be true. And I'm retreating to a corner where I feel I am safe.

But I fear, I have already stepped inside the battle field.

How do I defend my self without getting hurt in the process?

And add to that the effin' Korea trip is bleeding me dry ...taking the words out of his myspace status.

I am too emo these days. Happy, sad, scared.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Is this serious or what

I've been pondering about things since Saturday.

And I can't help but feel happy and scared at the same time.

How do I get myself into this situations? Really!

Back to being vague again. Hala...

Sunday, September 06, 2009

How do I get myself into these things?

Guy E. Well, what can I say?

It's really gotten complicated.

Welcome to the world of dating.
So this is what the saying 'so many men, so little time' means.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

And then another one...

I'm going out with a new guy -- Guy E (can you still keep track?) -- tomorrow. Guy A also asked me out. As usual last minute stuff. But I turned it down. Victory? come I don't feel like a winner? hahaha...

And that little black number I wore last Sunday at the ball will be the death of me. It's getting me into more complicated stuff. Ayayay...

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

A high school crush

I feel like a high school girl with a crush. Badette set me up with her boyfriend's friend I will now name Guy D. And I super like his eyes. And he's a pretty nice guy too.

And so now, we've progressed to being textmates. :)

I guess this is what you people are telling me ... about keeping options open. Specially now that Guy A has told me that I am free to see anyone I like. That was a bit of an ouch factor for me.

Well, I like Guy D. So there. A little competition won't hurt.