Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I am too effin' afraid


That's my favorite word of the moment. Effin'.


I am too vulnerable. I am to chicken. I am scared.


I feel it's too good to be true. And I'm retreating to a corner where I feel I am safe.


But I fear, I have already stepped inside the battle field.


How do I defend my self without getting hurt in the process?


And add to that the effin' Korea trip is bleeding me dry ...taking the words out of his myspace status.


I am too emo these days. Happy, sad, scared.

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