Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The truth revealed

i could not believe that he did that to me.

it's now over.

after he promised to always be with me

i have never felt so alone in my life.

Friday, April 17, 2009

I cried again last night

It is now officially two weeks since he last spoke to me. Four weeks since I last saw him. I thought I had stopped crying about it yesterday but the pain just became overwhelming again last night.

I keep on asking myself how can a person love you one day and not love you the next?

I am praying fervently everyday to God, not for us to reconcille but for him just to talk to me. Even if he tells me to let go at least I'd know it's time to move forward.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

The world has moved forward without me

I am still hurting from his refusal to talk to me.
I cry each time I think about it.
I have cried myself to sleep for the past week.
I wake up each morning to realize that he's not there and I cry again.
And here I am trying to write what I'm really feeling
But it seems I can't put the feelings into words.
I thought I would never feel this kind of pain again.
I was wrong.
For now it is worse.
I feel like dying.

Friday, April 03, 2009

Is this the end?

You're the one thing I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall, I will lie awake
You are my shooting star.