Thursday, February 17, 2005

hinding hindi daw.

i dont know how to begin this post.

hindi ko alam if i want to thank or curse the people who invented friendster. dun ko nakita ang masaklap na katotohanan. he lied. if that new pic of him and her together was a pic of a couple not getting along then galit galit din siguro kami sa pictures ko with my talent center friends.

buti na lang ivy was with me when i went to baclaran kundi baka humagulgol ako dun. and buti na lang may american idol kagabi. nadistract ako kahit papano.


this is me bago ako mag mukmok sa room ko. see how plastic i am...

pero once i was alone in my room, and the lights were out, hala, the tears just wont stop. ang sakit isipin no akala mo eh okay kayo yun pala he was just fooling around. natanong ko din last night why there are people who know they are hurting people intentionally yet they continue doing what they are doing. and whats funny amidst all this was 2 songs kept running on repeat in my mind... alicia keys' karma and that new coke commercial jingle, with the line "malay mo, andyan lang ang hinahanap mo..." eh what is it that i'm looking for ba? ay naku lalong sumasakit ang ulo ko.

so here i am. brand new day. mas singkit than before


san tambak na eyeliner, pwede na ako sa feng shui part 2. double ni kris aquino, yung hahabulin ni lotus feet ng taga.

may natutunan? meron. nadala? di ko masagot. di mo masabi pag dating sa love. kasi dati sabi ko hinding hindi. pero nangyari pa din.

kaya wag magsasalita ng tapos. but be ready for the consequences.
ouchee.

salamat pala sa mga extension ng buhay ko, my tc barkada, blogger friends and tec friendships ivy, tin, leah, jops, si joy na una kong na ngawaan and 2 of my online friends darwin and rose. thanks for listening and for being there.

5 comments:

shannenita said...

nahuli mo kirot ko dun. ano ba pangalan nun ng mahanap sa friendster at mahusgahan.

kakaasar kasi he's aware naman that you'll see that pic! bakit nya pa pinost. or is it his way of letting you know..? in any case, nakakagalit pa rin. mahiram nga ang machine gun ng friend ko at magamit sa kanila.

poison ivy said...

ganun talaga manay pag M.U. pa-post na lang natin ulit kay mama jops yung various meanings ng M.U. seriously, nakakagulat nga yan, gaya ng kwento ko sayo. i remember may post pa ko sa blog ko na parang gusto ko na din i-delete ang friendster ko, dahil isa sya sa mga bato na pinupukpok ko sa sarili ko bwahahah!

tesya said...

hay life.. so complicated.. hayuf talaga ang mga trip ng mga lalake noh?

magtayo na lang tayo ng org ng mga galit sa kanila..(pinapatawa lang kita, kailangan mo yan e)

seriously, move on. he is not worth ur tears remember that.. someone better or best than him deserves you, okey?

menasha said...

haaaaaay...

tina wjj said...

patty! matagal akong di napunta dito at busybusy-han ang lola. ang dami na palang nangyari. i'm sorry i didn't know what was going on with you. i know we don't get to talk much these days but if you need to talk or anything, just email/pop/text o kung anuman. i may not be able to say the "right" things but i will listen.

basta just remember na however down you feel right now, things will get better. you will get better. it's not an easy journey but you will be able to handle it. at least in due time pag nakita mo uli yan, ikaw walang ikahihiya sa kanya. chin up girl!

o kung type mo, istalk na lang natin ftts. :-D