Tuesday, May 03, 2005

life's sneaky ways

yes i'm gonna quote alanis morisette. life has a funny way of sneaking up on people. fate has a funny way of saying the joke's on you. yes. i thought i was a-ok till the truth then again sprung on me like a jack-in-the-box.

hearing those names. para nanaman akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. or should i say two bottles of san mig light. ayoko na. i don't want to be another statistic. another name on a long list. another conquest. i plan to dye my hair black. to maybe punish myself for being so stupid. and make it a reminder of the pain i've inflicted on myself.

ok ok the joke's on me. should i start laughing now?

7 comments:

poison ivy said...

wag gumawa ng aksyon na pagsisisihan. :)

cherry-flavored ampalaya said...

DO NOT DYE YOUR HAIR Why punish yourself by changing your looks? You did not commit any wrongdoing so why should you change something about yourself that you like? Why should you give the person who hurt you the satisfaction of you punishing yourself?

Besides, you have suffered enough. You've learned your lesson, haven't you? You've been punished with Regret and Remembrance. Life is hard. Living with Regret and Remembrance makes it even harder. Learn your lesson and move on.

Jopen said...

makinig kay Mama A aka cherry (ngek!)...anyway, i've told you my piece... try them for a change and you may start experiencing the better and brighter part of being truly in love and loved.... and you deserve it!..love you sister!

Quentin said...

you know, i can no longer remember when i stopped giving 'life' a personified (metaphorical?) perspective -- that life and probably destiny (and maybe fate and luck as well) are ganging up on me and plotting my next toe-tripping drama.

i do know however, that before i desire something, i look first at the people who already had 'em and see if i want to be like 'em.

... beachfreak said...

just when you thought you were a-okay, something happens that makes you just want to scream, 'WATDAPAK?!'

Give your heart a break. =)

menasha said...

Hey, what happened? Hope you're okay. Pero, just wanna say, don't be a statistic! Wala lang... =)

uchisan said...

since i have no idea what the post is about (i've been out of the loop that much) but judging from what the others wrote above^, i'd say listen to them.. the fact that that many people have the same advice, they probably have your best interests at heart. :)