Clean slate

And so who's left on the list?

I'll get back to you on that. Seems like I've made wrong decisions once again. Me and my reckless heart.

I am too effin' afraid

That's my favorite word of the moment. Effin'.

I am too vulnerable. I am to chicken. I am scared.

I feel it's too good to be true. And I'm retreating to a corner where I feel I am safe.

But I fear, I have already stepped inside the battle field.

How do I defend my self without getting hurt in the process?

And add to that the effin' Korea trip is bleeding me dry ...taking the words out of his myspace status.

I am too emo these days. Happy, sad, scared.

Is this serious or what

I've been pondering about things since Saturday.

And I can't help but feel happy and scared at the same time.

How do I get myself into this situations? Really!

Back to being vague again. Hala...

How do I get myself into these things?

Guy E. Well, what can I say?

It's really gotten complicated.

Welcome to the world of dating.

So this is what the saying 'so many men, so little time' means.

And then another one...

I'm going out with a new guy -- Guy E (can you still keep track?) -- tomorrow. Guy A also asked me out. As usual last minute stuff. But I turned it down. Victory? Uh...how come I don't feel like a winner? hahaha...

And that little black number I wore last Sunday at the ball will be the death of me. It's getting me into more complicated stuff. Ayayay...

A high school crush

I feel like a high school girl with a crush. Badette set me up with her boyfriend's friend I will now name Guy D. And I super like his eyes. And he's a pretty nice guy too.

And so now, we've progressed to being textmates. :)

I guess this is what you people are telling me ... about keeping options open. Specially now that Guy A has told me that I am free to see anyone I like. That was a bit of an ouch factor for me.

Well, I like Guy D. So there. A little competition won't hurt.