well it's the new year and i'm down with allergies. and i realized that i'm allergic to apples. which is quite sad. i'm asleep most of the time since sunday and i hope i manage to go to work again tomorrow.
everything's quite complicated with guy e now. and i think the end for us is near. sad yet maybe liberating.
i wish i can find him soon. loneliness just gets the better of me sometimes.
