Stuck in my head like a melody

You can be anywhere you wanted
But you decided to be here with me
No coincidence, it was meant to be.


:)

One week to go

Thoughts...

-Taipei is looming and yet I still have to figure out where I'm gonna get my spending money there.

-It's a long weekend yet I'm wasting it by vegetating on the couch watching Project Runway 8 and Top Chef 7.

-I'm confused as to why I have no money.

-As much as I wanna get pissed about him ignoring me, I choose to just entertain myself.

Surprise

And I was indeed surprised.

I really didn't want to get my hopes up that he'd show up at the door. Last Tuesday's upset was a big one for me so I didn't want to feel that way again.

Popay and Bits were the ones who were pretty optimistic about it.

And I cried. It was because I really missed him that much.

Do you know...

you're hurting me with the silence?
with every minute that passes of no words, no sounds
it emphasizes my unimportance in your life?

Another quote

Saka hindi naman kailangan ng maraming tao para makabuo ng mundo e. Minsan, isang tao lang ang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay. --- Bob Ong

Sniff

I am officially sick today. But I still have to go to work. I need the money. Sigh. Sniff.


And you didn't call. when you said you will. :(

One hour

We only had an hour to see each other.

And I'm happy I made the Krispy Kreme monster happy.

Love love love. :)

:(

My face is all blotchy. my eyes are all red. got crumpled and wet tissues on my desk. And I want to go to the bathroom and pee. But they would see that I have been crying so I'll just sit here a little while longer.

Waaaah

After spending almost three weekends with Ian, I am having a withdrawal.


I miss him.

Hahaha

Spent quality time with Ian over the weekend.

The part I like best was when we laughed together. And we laughed a lot.

Love. :)

Sulky

"There's always a little truth behind every 'I'm just kidding', a little emotion behind every 'I don't care', and a pain behind every 'It's okay'."

I feel fat

After shedding almost 30++ pounds over the past year, i think im getting fat again.

I've been eating non stop because of this certain person.

He's been keeping me company these past few days and he's stuffing my face endlessly.

and doing other things. that keep me smiling constantly :)

It's hard to keep the weight down when you're feeling this happy.

I think I need to go to the gym.

T_T

I'm supposed to be feeling happy today, but how come I feel like crying?

Stolen shots

Taken by Ian. Saturday lunch. My two-day birthday celebration.

Masaya ako alam mo ba yun ha? Kahit tinatawag mo akong chow chow. Lolz.

Warm and toasty...

...ears. I want one kahit walang winter sa Pilipinas.

Adjusting

I'm always thinking what he's up to.

I don't wanna be a demanding girlfriend.

But I'm not used to silence.

Get over my fears.

I guess we are both adjusting.

And I have to keep my feelings from overwhelming him.

I dread nights and weekends...

Because I sorely miss you.

Late lunch

"Can we see each other for lunch?"

I was in a sulky mood. And Ian instantly knew I was in a sour mood. We usually joked about meeting for lunch but it was not really possible me working in Quezon City while he worked in Alabang. But I was taken by surprise when he said he was serious.

He had a teambuilding to go to but he traveled for an hour and a half to be with me for three hours then an hour and a half again back to his office.

I just felt sad today. I even felt like crying when I sat down in front of my desk this morning. But being with him has blown the dark clouds away. I appreciate all that he has done to cheer me up today. I am truly blessed to have him now in my life.

Love has found me

Ian, you make me happy. :)

Six months...

into 2010. how time flies.

someone said i should write here more often.

so what should i write about today?

what has happened to me in the last six months...

well, i think i feel better now.

i think a year was enough for me to heal.