nagpapakabayani

what the hell am i doing in the office?

well obviously i am working. hehehehe.
but then it is no laughing matter. hay the perks of my old job. *sniff*
and i ate all alone sa pantry. cup noodles since nothing decent is open.

and know what? i'm leaving by 5:30 and i have still 2 more headlines to finish.
and here i am staring at my pirated juicy couture bag and contemplating if i should play another round of bejeweled hello kitty version.

@_@...*duh*

harry potter and the goblet of fire...

i can't hardly wait for the movie. this is my favorite harry potter book among the 6. the 6th one disappointed me by the way.

2 mos

2 months na pala yun impulsive thing na ginawa ko (and it wasn't the first time i've done something so impulsive). and sabi nga ni mama jopen you don't give up at the littlest things instead you work things out and compromise.

i saw this line from a book at another blog, from trx -- "I've realized that sometimes you get no second chance and that it's best to accept the gifts the world offers you." very applicable :)

on a lighter note ... i just came from e-pci beside the mesala offices in meralco. the teller who served me was named hetty. hetty spaghetti? remind me not to name any of my future kids hetty.

the only pic of hetty ispageti i could find on the net. hehehe.

quotes to ponder

sent to me by a friend of my sister. nice one fritz. :)

Remember the 5 simple rules to be HAPPY
1.)Free your heart from hatred
2.)Live simply.
3.)Free your mind from worries
4.)Give more.
5.) Expect less

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

God didn't promise days without pain. Laughter without sorrow. Sun without the rain. But he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way.

Disappointments are like road bumps. They slow you down a bit but you enjoy the rest of the smooth road afterwards. Don't rest on the bumps for too long. Move on!

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy because God is thinking of something better for you.

When something happens to you good or bad, consider what it means. There is a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more and not to cry too hard.

You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

The measure of love is when you love without measure. In life there are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return. So once you have it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again.

We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding faults with those persons we already love. When instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

When you truly care for someone you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead you accept the faults, fight the mistakes and overlook the excuses.

mimi songs

i have been listening to mariah carey's emancipation of mimi cd. and 2 songs struck me the most...and the first one i want to share with rosie, chelo, donna and rest of you girls out there who have been in the same situation as me...and eventually i hope you guys will be singing song no.2 soon.

1
Stay The Night
[Mariah Carey]

You're kissing me
And saying I'm the one you need
To keep you warm
And lay with you tonight
Baby I feel the same way
I don't want to leave
Wanna hold you close
And feel your love inside
But I don't wanna play myself
Cause I know you're with someone else
And I don't need complications in my life
And I don't wanna fall back in
And get caught up in you again
Boy I'm so conflicted in my mind

[chorus]
You keep saying stay the night
Just let me rock you till the morning light
It's cold outside
And much too late to drive
You know I need you baby
I'm so lost without your love

Obviously, procrastinating just to be
Close to you a little longer now
It's hard for me to break away from you baby
Never could resist you
And I still haven't learned how
And I don't wanna be a fool
But it's hard when it comes to you
And I'm feeling vulnerable tonight
Cause I don't wanna miss the chance
Of reliving our sweet romance
Boy I'm so confused down deep inside
[chorus]

2
Shake You Off
[Mariah Carey]

[chorus]
I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way
See I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me
[chorus]

I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
I've leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know
[chorus]

turning korean again

Late story telling, though i think you my readers would be interested to know that last friday me, cherry and eve rushed to makati to the post celebration of rica's birthday and tina's despedida. i mentioned this to rica that night, us treating her out to dinner is the right way to celebrate a friend's birthday not the other way around, the birthday girl giving the blow out.

stuffed to the hilt (a lot of us trying to figure out how to stand up with grace from our cross legged sitting positions)with yummy korean dishes and leah taking a pic of our footwear (guess which one is mine) we were then off to 'norebang', the korean term for karaoke bars. after teasing elle with the korean owner (who they say has a crush on her), the gang just went wild singing and DANCING (leah got attached to the tambourine btw) to each and every korean tune. Thanks to Uchi and her 'kodigo' we always get a score of 90 and above hehehe...we ended the night singing a classic karaoke number -- just once (i was suggesting my way though we might have ended up stabbing each other haha) and teasing elle again because we got a huge discount on the bill. Though it was Uchi's discount card that really did the trick. :) Hope we do that again sometime guys...

PS. to those who are curious if my BF and i are still mad at each other (and also to his benefit) we have already kissed and made up. hehehehe... thanks to the concerned peeps. love ya guys. :)

i dont know what to do with myself

it's not all sunshine and roses after all. we fought over the same thing all over again. and to top it off i just talked to chelo and francis about this nagging feeling that i am having.

and now i'm not in the mood to be sweet and funny at all.

lazy ass me

after a 'little' bullying, i persuaded my boyfriend to help me clean my room. *lol* it was a total mess with everything -- from my books, cds, former office stuff and clothes littering every space available. its embarrassing, he's the one who's spic and span then he gets himself a messy girlfriend.

Oh and he cleaned like 85% of the total mess. heeheehee. :)

but then again

^that's the newest phrase to hit town (translation: talent center).

i'm still at the 9th floor, contemplating on watching another vietnam rose episode or postponing the deed for tomorrow. i'm catching up with the present one. then its off to the next teleserye. probably kampanerang kuba. i'm making episode guides if you must know. :)

i was rereading some posts, emails and quotes a few minutes ago at pex and friendster and it got me thinking. about things. i was searching for the longest time, saying to myself that if i find that missing piece in my life i'd be complete. and here i am thinking i have found it, but lately i am feeling restless. there's gotta be something more.

i should be punished for being uncontented. i don't know what it is that i want.

irksome observations

some observations on the way to work, inside the MRT...

my tips to college boys and college girls out there (kolehiyala's listen up)

1.)If you are wearing a uniform, specially the white kind, wear a decent bra. do not wear colored underwear please. and if you really must do so, try to fix your straps and fasten your hooks in the right places. you might think you are looking cool but we can see right through, so please heed, it's ugly.

2.) Even if you are the most cool looking dude on campus it is a major turn off if your shoes are dirty. rubber shoes and sneakers are forgivable but black leather...buy kiwi for goodness sake. same goes for the girls too.

3.)Should you be bringing a lot of stuff to school, bring a bag to stow your stuff in. It is not a crime to bring one to class. we know you are geniuses but you need not display it. so you don't make fools of yourselves picking up paper at the MRT door or dropping your MRT ticket because you are trying to balance 3 tons of books in your hands. (it is extremely bothersome and irksome to pick up the flat MRT ticket on the dirty MRT station floor. it has happened to me)

4.) Do not put leave on conditioner while riding the train! Even though some stupid commercial says you can condition anytime, anywhere, it is not nice looking to do it in front of a hundred or so people riding with you in the same MRT car. promise boys won't get attracted to you by seeing you able to condition your hair while you are walking around the university belt.

5.) It is not shameful to bring an umbrella when it's raining. it is more embarassing for you to arrive in school looking like a drowned poodle. No one will laugh at you for not wanting to get wet walking in the rain. Now bringing a paper parasol during a storm, ah that's a different thing all together. oh and add to that -- holding an umbrella when the sun's out shining. and you are a guy.

foolish

i am a fool.
i am a fool.
i am a fool.

hmm...

i have noticed that eversince i stopped being the drama queen i am on my blog traffic has considerably slowed down here.

i wonder if people really do love the drama in my life. hehehe...angsty patty is in hibernation, too much work and much loved at the moment.

if there is something that i wanna whine about, its the fact that i'm again seriously lacking in funds. well, duh, who isn't?

uh,yeah. donald trump shut up. *lol*

i is sick

i feel sick. that's bad. third day on the job and i'm being sickly already. its like the northpole in the office. my hands are frozen. and i'm already on my first teleserye, watched 6 episodes, about 10 more to catch up with the current one. i'm two kinds of sick today. i'm also sick in the head. ask jiale. if you guys knew what i have discovered, you'd absolutely freak. at me. and shake me hard til my teeth fall off. ha.

randy and i are gonna swing by grace's today. she's getting discharged from the hospital on friday. hope she has a quick recovery. isn't the same having lunch without her.

and even if i'm feeling a bit down, i still got good news today. no worries now. thank God.

grammar oc

naiinis ako sa sarili ko. i see my grammatical errors when my work is already up on the net. *sigh*

and ang daming backlog sa work. nasinasalo ng new 3 man work force -- meaning me, flow and bianca.

gusto ko na umuwi! (actually pwede naman, nagpapakabayani lang ako.)

uy bago background!

...hahaha. yes it is my first day at work, new office, new computer and new faces.


see hindi na filing cabinet ang nasa likuran ko!

got in at 9 am (which is early for someone like me who is VERY used to coming in 1130 am or so)i'm still sleepy! and so much for first impressions. though i got in on time, nahirapan ako mag-adjust sa bago, meaning new sa paningin ko pero di sya new in the sense na first hand na sa kin sya at super slow (grrr!) kong PC. i want my old PC back hehehe...pero sadly asa former bossing ko na siya...

i am now watching ABS-CBN shows blow by blow so to my TV addict friends there, ayan updated na ako sa lahat ng entertainment programs ng ABS. i can now answer questions *lmao*. oh and i just wanna gloat, we have pinoy big brother here at the office 24/7 hihihi...who wants to come over and watch? :)

check out our site a bit later http://www.abs-cbn.com/entertainment. it's being updated at the moment but if you do visit the Star in A Million headline is by yours truly. *ahem*